What’s with all the Silent Words?

The words and I sit together

Still and silent

For a very long time.

I can feel a growing sense of frustration, as a foul, rotten stench wafts through the air, tightening around me.

Gagging and retching, I try to gain my legs in order to leave.

But it seems the words have conspired with, not against, my body in order to force me to stay. For my legs are paralyzed, and though I try to gather the full force of my mental powers to compel my legs to stand, they have the final say in the matter.

Motionless they are. Motionless they remain.

We fight for a while, my legs and I, but it is no use. I have sat far too long with these sour words.

In due time, I feel the painful prick of sharp knives piercing my skin.

These word are not kind.

Not kind at all.

I have no idea how long I sat before I finally realize all their frustration is directed at me.

“I don’t understand why.” I accuse. “It’s you who aren’t cooperating.”

Not wanting or willing to lose any battle, I try to move them, again – this stagnant pool of words before me. But they refuse to budge.

“Go here.” I insist. “No, you don’t belong there. Move.”

Try as I might, the words continue to behave like rebellious children, refusing to mind.

I am trapped in a room full of stale, angry words

“What in the world am I supposed to do now?” I ask the walls. Though, they too seem to echo the words. Silence.

Certainly, I can’t say that I blame them. They are only acting exactly as I feel.

Stubbornly, I continue to push the words around. And while I persist in trying to string them together for an answer, they begin tripping over one another. Jumbling together like an angry mob. Clashing with each other. Jostling for position.

Intent, I try to decipher the dispute unfolding before me. They are arguing over who will lead, who will have the last word, and who will influence.

Silly words. I sigh and roll my eyes like a petulant child.

I want to scream at them.

Be quiet!

Line up!

Do as you are told! (By me, by the way. I’m the one doing all the work around here.)

Yet despite my demands, the words remain jumbled and confused.

They are on strike.

It didn’t surprise me when Why separated from the crowd. He is often the first to move, almost always standing alone.

Very bold that word.

I offer a sigh of relief. At last, one word came to its senses.

In that moment, several of the other words break away from the angry mob and manage to line up. Only not into any cohesive form.

Tired being of we around are pushed.

I roll my eyes and puff. “What?! You make absolutely no sense, you useless, horrible words!”

They shuffle around a bit and change positions.

Around pushed being of tired are we.

With pause, I reflect.

“Do I push you around?” I ask, horrified at the realization.

YES!

And here I always thought myself a kind and considerate person.

Humbly, I offer a genuine apology, “I am so very sorry”. I had never once stopped to consider that maybe the words themselves had something to say.

Releasing a collective sigh, the words feel my sincerity and relax.

Now, They offer. Let’s get to work.

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Comments

May 13, 2020 at 12:55 pm

I have often been surrounded by words that remain silent no matter how much I need them to speak up. The most annoying are the weak adverbs that continually (see) try to get in the way of those that are stronger. I enjoyed this one. Thanks for the visit to my place.



May 15, 2020 at 12:46 pm

Your words are very deep and touching! Thanks for sharing! 😊 💐



May 17, 2020 at 11:54 am

Like all post



May 17, 2020 at 12:49 pm

The downside: I think you mean ‘retching’, not ‘wretching’. Although: was that just a cunning bit of foreshadowing, the words fighting you already?

The upside: I think this is great. When I came to “Tired being of we around are pushed.” that was such a great wake-up moment. Very well done; I look forward to reading more of your work!



    admin
    May 17, 2020 at 3:00 pm

    The downside: an error – thanks for the edit! Although: I could just be subconsciously trying to force the word into being something it is not. 🙂
    The upside: Thank you so much for your kind words and for taking the time to read and comment. I truly appreciate it!



May 28, 2020 at 10:40 am

Beautiful blog…🤗



June 2, 2020 at 10:12 pm

I really enjoyed this! I gather you like writing as much as I do. 🙂 Your exchange w/ the rebellious words made me think of the Simon and Garfunkel song “Sound of Silence”. I am old enough to remember when it was first released (LOL). <3

Hello darkness, my old friend
I've come to talk with you again
Because a vision softly creeping
Left its seeds while I was sleeping
And the vision that was planted in my brain
Still remains
Within the sound of silence
In restless dreams I walked alone
Narrow streets of cobblestone
'Neath the halo of a street lamp
I turned my collar to the cold and damp
When my eyes were stabbed by the flash of a neon light
That split the night
And touched the sound of silence
And in the naked light I saw
Ten thousand people, maybe more
People talking without speaking
People hearing without listening
People writing songs that voices never share
And no one dared
Disturb the sound of silence
"Fools," said I, "You do not know
Silence, like a cancer, grows
Hear my words that I might teach you
Take my arms that I might reach you"
But my words, like silent raindrops fell
And echoed in the wells, of silence
And the people bowed and prayed
To the neon god they made
And the sign flashed out its warning
In the words that it was forming
And the sign said, "The words of the prophets are written on the subway walls
And tenement halls"
And whispered in the sounds of silence



    admin
    June 2, 2020 at 11:14 pm

    I thank you and in many ways. I’m glad you enjoyed the post. Writing for me is like puking and then rummaging through it trying to salvage… well, something. Only to realize – wait! None of this is salvageable 😂. Then starting over again.

    I love the “Sound of Silence” it brings back a close cousin I lost many years back – he was just a very young boy-man when he passed. In a way I feel like he says hello through the song. So I appreciate you sending his greetings. It means more than you can know.
    Be blessed.



June 8, 2020 at 12:16 pm

I love this fresh take on writer’s block. We’ll done and imaginative.



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